OW: Seems that I always play the nice guy

Some of you might be confused as to what that means.

Well per say

There's this girl
I've liked her since sophmore year
I didn't have the guts to tell her
So my best friend does

She says that we're like brother and sister
I say that works (as long as I got to spend time with her)
I find out my best friend likes her
Therefore, I hope that it works out for the both of them

Turns out, they did get together.
I felt hurt, but
I was happy
Since I so happen to value someone else's happyness over mine.

Suddenly a problem arose
I transferred to a different school because I knew I would get between them
I love her, with all my heart.
Then they broke up

I would give anything to be with her now
She was the first person I asked to homecoming
She declined saying it wasn't her thing
But thats okay, because we didn't like homecoming

By some connection I knew someone else liked her
Someone I knew
Someone who has strong feelings for her
I finally learn today who it is

Impossible it is for me to see him hurt
So I give him the okay
Since he didn't want to ask someone out when he knows someone else does
But unbeknownst to him, I lied

Because... it
Seems that I always have to play the nice guy
So I sit here wishing that it works out
I wait... because thats all I'm good at.

I'll wait forever if thats what it takes to be with her.


WELL I'm quite sad aren't i?

AM: Recovering Heart

Anyone who's read this knows by now that I haven't asked anyone out because of a promise I made.

And this promise is as stated
"I promise to only ask one girl to be my girlfriend."

Dumb Promise huh?

Well I don't think it is because I've followed it for a long time now.

But I seem to have found two loopholes

Says I can't ask, so if they ask, I am allowed to say yes.
or
I could always ask them to marry me C:

well I guess thats all I have.