Holy Cow, I totally believe in Card Divinations Now

I won't go into the specifics right now but one of the cards was telling me that I was going to be getting some news that would either make me extremely happy or sad...

At the moment I'm trying to convince myself that it's a good thing, wouldn't want the story to be easy.

And it also kept mentioning a trip... I need to see what that'll be about.

Something That I Want

You know, it's funny.

I have invested a lot of time in waiting for the things that I want. That in the long run, I will have everything that I have ever wanted. But, it was to the point that sometimes I don't have any wants because I tell myself that in the future I will have it.

Right now? I can feel that I want something, and the more I tell myself that it will come in time, and I am extremely sure that it will come in time, the more I want it now...

And it's funny because now that I want something now/soon, I don't know what to do about it.

I guess, this has always been my form procrastination.

But I have a feeling, a strong feeling, that in this time... This time I might be the highest card.

Good Song that tells how I'm feeling.