*takes in a big breath in through the nose* Ahhh. *Relieving Sigh through Mouth*
What could be so relieving you ask? Well for one, this dude right here just evolved from a Hopeless Romantic to a Hopeful Romantic.
(:
I just feel like I can wait. Like with each new relationship, I feel like I can go from Acquaintance, Friend, Best Friends, Lovers.
Which is a rather nice change of pace than my former 'sadistic' view. It used to be that with each potential person I would hope and hope that it would last and everything and that I don't screw it up by overdoing something... which I have on many occasion.
But now I don't really think that way... I mean sure I'll sometimes over-analyze something such as a horrible voice-mail that I left today and then freak out about it going back to my old habit of thinking of the negatives but now I can calmly and with some haste get over that and go back to thinking on the bright side... It's only one voice mail where I make a lot of pauses and stumble through my words but there will be plenty of those... I'll just get better with each call.
And besides I think this person will understand. She is pretty impressive and amazing. Without getting into too much detail... I was captivated by her within the first ten minutes of meeting her. And I think that's all I'll put on this... I don't think it would do her justice if I just spilled everything on the net... And besides it's way easier for me to convey it in person.
What could be so relieving you ask? Well for one, this dude right here just evolved from a Hopeless Romantic to a Hopeful Romantic.
(:
I just feel like I can wait. Like with each new relationship, I feel like I can go from Acquaintance, Friend, Best Friends, Lovers.
Which is a rather nice change of pace than my former 'sadistic' view. It used to be that with each potential person I would hope and hope that it would last and everything and that I don't screw it up by overdoing something... which I have on many occasion.
But now I don't really think that way... I mean sure I'll sometimes over-analyze something such as a horrible voice-mail that I left today and then freak out about it going back to my old habit of thinking of the negatives but now I can calmly and with some haste get over that and go back to thinking on the bright side... It's only one voice mail where I make a lot of pauses and stumble through my words but there will be plenty of those... I'll just get better with each call.
And besides I think this person will understand. She is pretty impressive and amazing. Without getting into too much detail... I was captivated by her within the first ten minutes of meeting her. And I think that's all I'll put on this... I don't think it would do her justice if I just spilled everything on the net... And besides it's way easier for me to convey it in person.
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